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67. CHAPTER LXVII (continued)
He gave you the impression that to fail was a more delicate, a more exquisite thing, than to succeed. He insinuated that his aloofness was due to distaste for all that was common and low. He talked beautifully of Plato.
"I should have thought you'd got through with Plato by now," said Philip impatiently.
"Would you?" he asked, raising his eyebrows.
He was not inclined to pursue the subject. He had discovered of late the effective dignity of silence.
"I don't see the use of reading the same thing over and over again," said Philip. "That's only a laborious form of idleness."
"But are you under the impression that you have so great a mind that you can understand the most profound writer at a first reading?"
"I don't want to understand him, I'm not a critic. I'm not interested in him for his sake but for mine."
"Why d'you read then?"
"Partly for pleasure, because it's a habit and I'm just as uncomfortable if I don't read as if I don't smoke, and partly to know myself. When I read a book I seem to read it with my eyes only, but now and then I come across a passage, perhaps only a phrase, which has a meaning for ME, and it becomes part of me; I've got out of the book all that's any use to me, and I can't get anything more if I read it a dozen times. You see, it seems to me, one's like a closed bud, and most of what one reads and does has no effect at all; but there are certain things that have a peculiar significance for one, and they open a petal; and the petals open one by one; and at last the flower is there."
Philip was not satisfied with his metaphor, but he did not know how else to explain a thing which he felt and yet was not clear about.
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