THE TALE OF THE LOST LAND
CHAPTER 18: IN THE QUEEN'S DUNGEONS
 (continued)
No, confound her, her intellect was good, she had brains enough,
 but her training made her an ass--that is, from a many-centuries-later
 point of view.  To kill the page was no crime--it was her right;
 and upon her right she stood, serenely and unconscious of offense.
 She was a result of generations of training in the unexamined and
 unassailed belief that the law which permitted her to kill a subject
 when she chose was a perfectly right and righteous one. 
Well, we must give even Satan his due.  She deserved a compliment
 for one thing; and I tried to pay it, but the words stuck in my
 throat.  She had a right to kill the boy, but she was in no wise
 obliged to pay for him.  That was law for some other people, but
 not for her.  She knew quite well that she was doing a large and
 generous thing to pay for that lad, and that I ought in common
 fairness to come out with something handsome about it, but I
 couldn't--my mouth refused.  I couldn't help seeing, in my fancy,
 that poor old grandma with the broken heart, and that fair young
 creature lying butchered, his little silken pomps and vanities
 laced with his golden blood.  How could she pay for him!
 Whom could she pay?  And so, well knowing that this woman, trained
 as she had been, deserved praise, even adulation, I was yet not
 able to utter it, trained as I had been.  The best I could do was
 to fish up a compliment from outside, so to speak--and the pity
 of it was, that it was true: 
"Madame, your people will adore you for this." 
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